Not Enough.
I am not enough, because I have failed as a daughter and as a sister today; or so I feel. My family will come around and tell me that I am fine, enlisting all my worst qualities and speak up on how they put up with it; but I cannot stand that any more now.
I have lived 22 years, and this 23rd year has been the most eventful - sad kind of eventful.
Everyone has a problem in their lives, with or without my intervention and it seems like doom is swaying its grace upon us. As if, things are going to be worse than what it is now. It terrifying; the future, the uncertainty, all of it. Its supposed to be, I guess.
R
I am not enough, because I have failed as a daughter and as a sister today; or so I feel. My family will come around and tell me that I am fine, enlisting all my worst qualities and speak up on how they put up with it; but I cannot stand that any more now.
I have lived 22 years, and this 23rd year has been the most eventful - sad kind of eventful.
Everyone has a problem in their lives, with or without my intervention and it seems like doom is swaying its grace upon us. As if, things are going to be worse than what it is now. It terrifying; the future, the uncertainty, all of it. Its supposed to be, I guess.
R
06.05.2020
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