Hello, due to quarantine, I finally tended to my messy room. As I went about the cleaning, I found some old papers, one page writings or so so, thus, I decided to e-archive them in this blog. I hope you enjoy the read. (I'll probably give my recent comments on the verses by italicising them within a bracket, like how I have donr for this.)
Hello! I am back at this writing thing again. (Well, I did write a few pages since september and then dropped dure to college work and stress mostly..) Well I wanted to start a few days earlier, but I didn't simply, guess I am kinda lazy like that (Heck! I am the freakin' QUEEN of Procrastination!) . So I've started writing this one page today as I take the advantage of the whole 'new year, new start' thing.
Baby steps, Baby girl.
I guess one could say that I've missed writing with a pen and paper (My fave mode of writing! Maybe I am a sucker for classics huh? )for 'oh. so. long'; because, honestly.. MY HANDWRITING SUCKS!! Bad time!! (It still is, its just that, sometimes in a quick flow, my pen drives my hand rather thann the opposite; in whose case I cannot read my own handwriting. I have trouble making out the words I firsthand scribbled on the piece of paper!) Or does it? Well in my fair defense, it's all a sense of perspections I believe. Don't you? ('K, I got to admit, I was pretty smart then, and I do agree with her!)
I am definitely looking forward to doing it this year, (I tried, I hope I am not too late to try again, coz I really don't want to fail this year too) where I can keep this habit stuck and embedded in my DNA. And since it's the new years', ofcourse, without a doubt, I made myself a "To Accomplish List - 2020" with the supplementary "Health Goal List 2020"
My major goals that worry me are:
#1 : New Year is Here
01.01.20, 20.18hrs IST
Baby steps, Baby girl.
I guess one could say that I've missed writing with a pen and paper (My fave mode of writing! Maybe I am a sucker for classics huh? )for 'oh. so. long'; because, honestly.. MY HANDWRITING SUCKS!! Bad time!! (It still is, its just that, sometimes in a quick flow, my pen drives my hand rather thann the opposite; in whose case I cannot read my own handwriting. I have trouble making out the words I firsthand scribbled on the piece of paper!) Or does it? Well in my fair defense, it's all a sense of perspections I believe. Don't you? ('K, I got to admit, I was pretty smart then, and I do agree with her!)
I am definitely looking forward to doing it this year, (I tried, I hope I am not too late to try again, coz I really don't want to fail this year too) where I can keep this habit stuck and embedded in my DNA. And since it's the new years', ofcourse, without a doubt, I made myself a "To Accomplish List - 2020" with the supplementary "Health Goal List 2020"
My major goals that worry me are:
- Thesis: Practical work and writng (Done, properly, by Gods' grace; and my hardwork OfC!)
- NET/GATE exams (I missed an exam on my sisters' birthday, I didn't even know it was scheduled for then - I am messed up, I know. There are other exams to take care off too!)
- Driving License (Not happened yet, :( )
- My fitness and (Not carinng enoug, I am just greatful that I am not dead y the COVID 19)
- My Job (Fresher, Biotech industry, if you like my writing, I can do content writing too, free lancing too!)
My only other worry is about this writing thing, that I've got to keep up. (I didn't obviously, I dont have entries from Feb 2020 at all, got busy I guess.. Also, I am looking forward to starting again, if its not too late)
I'd left it before for 2 main reasons:
1. I couldn't come up with the topics to write about - the initiation was a bit difficult. If I had started writing the first 3 or 5 lines, I was bound to continue the writing to its max limit. But when I don't have topics to write from, how do I start? and how do I continue?
2. I did not prioritize this.
So, whenever I found myself falling apart or being left behind, I used work myslef so hard and those times I used to struggle to write, sometimes alternative, sometimes once a week, until I completely stopped writing. It kinda hurts, because whenever I used to write, I could listen to the radio (- free songs - yay!!) and it felt kinda nice that I could take my mind off things and free my messy mind for a while.
I really hope I keep this up. (I clearly did not! XP)
Well, I know nothing is impossible if I am determined about it. Heck! I sure am looking forward to a very verbal-writing year! (I miss writing in pen and paper format, typing is cool and all, but I don't think it can beat paper and pen any day!!) Maybe I could write my feelings of daily happenings and then finally get inot the habit of diary writing?
So, thats all for now.
Write to you tomorrow.
Radha
01.01.2020
11.05,2020
01.19 hrs IST
