11.30 am, I tell my curious ma, revealing the truth earlier than I wanted to.. that I, her PG daughter lost her job.
She asked why I didn't tell her sooner...
And the 10th minute from then, she started to bombard me with applications to govt jobs that I keep refusing.
This was the reason I did not want to tell her.
Not only will she be worried but shove unnecessary options down my throat too
Day 15: the 23rd of September
The days post losing my job, I was under a shot of depression. I cried at times, randomly, I used to lay in my bed for the entire day and come out to either make food or eat lunch/ dinner.
That shot of depression is not completely gone yet.
I've been working on a few things. For starters, Quafie. Yup! That's the name. I used to play a cooking diary game to distract myself, it eventually led to Di saying that she'll invest and help me financially if I can bring a sketch of a plan. I started since then and baked a cake yesterday (with a lil too much Salt n Baking Soda, by mistake)
I got some skeleton framework, need to dig deeper though,
Ma says I should keep Quafie in my pocket for weekend work and focus on getting a stable job first.
And I have been applying to some companies, haven't heard from them yet, so will apply more today.
Until then, I must be very careful with the tuition money that I'm saving.
