Start with Hope
He says, in his WhatsApp About
That's a sweet thought.
The next thing I could think of was me starting my job; with a hope that all will be well and I could secure my family and myself financially, at least for the time being.
Start with Hope huh?
Well, to be honest, I think I did.
No one would want to start their FIRST EVER JOB INTO THE INDUSTRY without any hope, right?
But, 21 days into it, and I feel like I am not fit for it, at all. Maybe I wasn't designed for this.
I did know I wanted a job, and many a time I thought I'd be a great HR, as the field pinched my fancy now and then, but again, I guess I should've taken clues from my childhood interest - Science, Music, and Arty things that come only as close as to writing (or scribbling, as I call it)
Recently, when I was told to change my title at LinkedIn and He saw it, and LinkedIn kindly notified me as 'He 'Viewed your profile" ' (which was honestly the latest notification I had received from him and also why my second thought about his WhatsApp About reminded me of my "supposed new job") It still gave me jitters though
i. I don't know how much of it that he saw, the first time he saw was some time between 15th Dec and 30th Dec 2019 while I was building my profile. It wasn't complete, but now, it is. I don't know how much of it he saw!
ii. That was the day I knew I wasn't exactly happy with the job and was, in fact, ashamed to tell to anyone - because neither is it something I like to do, as it drifts me away from my domain nor does it allow me to learn/exercise skills that related to my Degree.
(I made a post on it too, find that at https://mylogswords.blogspot.com/2020/07/fish-fingers-custard.html )
I know, and have realized after many warnings given to me by experienced people of all ages and especially my mom; that we don't usually get jobs related to our degrees and all, but to become an HR with s Science background isn't helpful either.
Start with Hope, huh?
I believe, that I did.
And yet, here I am; wanting to quit the job 4 days after I changed my title on LinkedIn!
RK
09.07.2020
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