Its a memory disorder where an individual tends to forget... things, places.. people
2021, 14th February
The first minute plays a song by one of my favorite bands... 5 Seconds of Summer; aka 5 SOS.
Their song, Amnesia.. speaks of how they try to forget the past relationship...how they try to move on
And I
The first minute of 14.02.2021, was me rewinding and playing all the memories I've had with my Genius.
Every moment, more vivid and clearer than before. Every single meeting... in school, inside home, areas around the colony we grew up.
I thought it was just a random thing...
Until the entire week went by and everutime I heard the song, I could rememeber nothing but him
His face, his voice, his kindness... just Him.
My Genius.
Funny thing, life. 12.03 of 14th Feb, 2021... I had to speak to a guy, a prospective match they said.
He was from Pune, they said.
He was from the city where my Genius was from!
The entire week was disturbing! To speak to a guy from the city of Crush and listening to a song that reminds me of him... uuuuuuhhhhhhggg.
Amnesia haunts me, even today.
I hear it and I'm paralyzed for the enitre 4.12 minutes thinking about him... the moments I shared with him!
Trust me, everytime a song comes on, I wish I had amnesia... just wanna forget him for goodness sake!
R
10.10.2021
21:48