#2: I'm still in sesrch of my bestfriend
05.01.2020
1. Writing this thing seems like such a punishment when I don't have anything to write about
2. I should probably keep the titles at last, idk, maybe..
3. This has been in my head for a long time, now, even moreso, ever since the 2nd Jan to be Mid Oct-Jan; marks the inevitable, infamous Indian Weddding Season; where so many people, across the nation in all varied states at almost all auspicious times, get married.
Winters is a good time to find yourself a companion, and maybe, eventually, a relationhsip. I say this because the winter are ever so cold an ddark, it's necessary for us, innately that we feel wanted and loved (& found) and to top all of that, theres's Valentines' to celebrate on 14th Feb; for all the hopless romantics and die hard lovers.
So, to help all those lost sould and singles -ready to mingle types especially, there are a lot of dating apps that cater to their needs. I know people who use Tinder, maybe they do go on dates, but evermore so because they get to meet people.
Me? I don't want to go on dates, not yet anyway. I still need to find my bestfriend (Who would be 2nd place in my world, because my mom and my sister are always #1!!) and who would not mind coming second because honestly, I am bestfriends with my mom and sis, who would I turn to if I am angry at both of them? Who would be my guiding light? My knight in a silver suit? My anchor when I star to sink? And especially, who would save me from a bad date?
2. I should probably keep the titles at last, idk, maybe..
3. This has been in my head for a long time, now, even moreso, ever since the 2nd Jan to be Mid Oct-Jan; marks the inevitable, infamous Indian Weddding Season; where so many people, across the nation in all varied states at almost all auspicious times, get married.
Winters is a good time to find yourself a companion, and maybe, eventually, a relationhsip. I say this because the winter are ever so cold an ddark, it's necessary for us, innately that we feel wanted and loved (& found) and to top all of that, theres's Valentines' to celebrate on 14th Feb; for all the hopless romantics and die hard lovers.
So, to help all those lost sould and singles -ready to mingle types especially, there are a lot of dating apps that cater to their needs. I know people who use Tinder, maybe they do go on dates, but evermore so because they get to meet people.
Me? I don't want to go on dates, not yet anyway. I still need to find my bestfriend (Who would be 2nd place in my world, because my mom and my sister are always #1!!) and who would not mind coming second because honestly, I am bestfriends with my mom and sis, who would I turn to if I am angry at both of them? Who would be my guiding light? My knight in a silver suit? My anchor when I star to sink? And especially, who would save me from a bad date?
Someone whom I can count on 'em like 1, 2, 3 and they'll be there be there for me!
I am Radha, I am 22, and
I, am in the search of my bestfriend.
I don't know how my bestfriend looks like, I used to think it would mostly be a human person, whom I can converse with and have adventures with, but nowadays I keep thinking; what if my bestfrined is a 4-legged furry? of a Mr.Whiskers? Or something that is psiral bound with single lines ? Or maybe a red teddy? or a 6-string Havana? Talk about a 'no strings attached' relationship! Lol!!
Or maybe its something I can gaze my eyes upon, with a 1 tusk elephat face? ('Sup Ganapati Ji?) Or words put together as sentences making up stories, letting my imagination run wild or create something insane that would make people feel things!!
Maybe its something I can listen to? Music? Podcasts? Can be really be considered as a 'best friend' though?
I don't know, I really don't. It makes me sad a bit, a bit of scare, but I still carry the hope of the devil to find my bestfriend soon.
I've been feeling alone all this while,
and I just want that to end soon
Signing off,
With Hope in her heart,
Until the next time,
RK
