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It was slow and warm, and passionate; there was something about it... It made me feel like it didn't want me to get over with it, nor did I want it to get over.. I wanted to make the moment my eternity and live all my lives, forever more, for I felt, not just love and adventures but alive too after so long.

There was something in that kiss, and his eyes sparkled against the lights behind me..
He blushed, it was evident..
I tried to hide it away too.. well.. I don't think I did well..

'Blushing are you now ..?' he chuckled. 'Thats something new. If you were to blush like this for everytime I'm going to kiss you, you might as well do something about it.. '

His hands trail to my neck from my head as he held and I trail my hand from the back of his neck to find his hand. We weave our fingers, smile and take a step forward together

"This night should never end." I whisper to myself.

It's not often that the crush of your entire existence acknowledges you into their life, with a truer purpose and is ready to invest their time into you.

21.00 hrs
24.12.18
R.K

The time I threw fear into a void

Life is wonderful.
I mean that in the most sincere, and in a sarcastic way.
Life is a rollercoaster ride, with highs and lows and twists and turns, it gives your a churning feel once you are sick, let's you know you are going to be in deep trouble or sometimes, it's just fun.

And then, there are times, of fear, failure, anguish, and of being scared..

I'm going to tell you what I do when I'm given a circumstance as such..

Most of the times, its a good cup of coffee and good music..
But there are times, I need to find an alternative just to avoid caffeine overdose..

And when life puts me in a ditch, I listen to the best advice I've received so far.

Sleep. Solves Everything he said.

I laughed, really hard at first.
And then thought, "Does this really work..? He's clearly got to be kidding me right..?"

And very recently, my hall ticket got blocked due to the most weirdest reason- that I haven't attended a workshop on personal effectiveness..
So, I kept on reading for my exam when my subconscious was still pondering on the thought...

I kinda cried myself to sleep, because I was honestly scared of what's going to happen tomorrow, when I face the controller of the exam...

I slept, and I woke up.
And I'm still scared.

But tell you what, I have the confidence to accept my fate as it is now. I'm not scared anymore. I feel better.

And that's about it folks.

I just seem to have the strength to accept my future the way it is to be shaped...
It's like I took my fears and threw it into a void..

Least to say, October's do make me want to jump off a cliff at times...

Until later,
Don't forget to Be Awesome.

I met someone for a while. Learnt more than what I could have wished for...

This is due to the curiosity within me that led to a realisation.
It happened on a journey, as I boarded the flight, she welcomed me with a smile and I ask her the meaning of her name.

Her name was Bindu.

Someone nearby, said it means a dot.
I left to my seat as I accepted the answer for the moment.

I thought about it for long and wrote this on a tissue paper and gave it to her.

It said.
"Dear Bindu,
Sorry, I guess the thrist of a curious mind cannot be quenched easy.

But to have a thought about it,
From an abstract point of view,
One could read your name as 'Bind-u'
Like you know, binding pieces of a broken heart, or leading a team together and binding them with their responsibilities and your trust on them.

You ma'am are a healer.
A global healer, you globe trot! XP

And I am so pleased to have met you today.
I would be happy even if I was a bit of you.

6E flight ke 7E passenger.
R.K. :). "

She also gave me a badge which I wanted so bad, usually it's in stock because they used to sell it, but tables turn when kindness is repayed back to you.
She gave me her extra pin. And I cherish it till date. ^_^

Am I a bad person then...?

I conduct questionaaires on my friends for the sheer fun of it, it helps me know more about them and their thinking... and this time.. for the questinairre " What 1 thing, according to you must be earned apart from Respect and Money "
People have given me a wide variety of replies, sometimes.. they may be similar as mindsets match..
They speak of Voice, Loyalty, Trust, Love and Affection, Happiness, Peace of Mind to name a few..

My answer was Food.
A basic tangible, matetialistic asset of the human community we live in..
And here, I start to feel selfish and a person of not much value..
Am I a bad person then..?
To have choosen a basic need.. Not that theirs' isn't a 'need' .. and yet their answers have much value to it..

Anyways,
What according to you is 1 thing which must be earned.. in life!?
Lemme know down the comments below!

Peace out yo. ✌
R.K.