Hello September!

First off, Lets Welcome September with a smile.
  Hello September.... :)

Now, If you do remember, I left the story of August alone..
I am right now, going to complete the very same.

Also, did I mention, I drenched on 24th too? Well, now you know...
Hold your horses, My August was eventful as much as it could be, even with the seven days left..

As I am a Hindu-inclined-Panentheist, my grandma however (for a fact she could not celebrate for reasons I cannot disclose ) wanted me, unwillingly celebrate the Ganapati fest - Ganesh Chaturti

And for something I started with no interest, (literally, I woke up at 8.30 am) It turned out to be pretty good. We had the neighbours coming in, exchanging meethai or what everyone would call in a laymans' language - sweets and condiments and greetings over the phones too!

It was alright I guess, because, frankly, a final year student here ain't got time for her records...
Give her some space already! Please?

Thanks.
The evening of the very 25th, was when things happened - Literally!

The current was drawn from the transformer nearby and the current supply had fluctuated for a couple of hours, thankfully everything did come back to normal the very late evening - around 8pm
   Whats more? My phone cannot connect to the wifi anymore...

And to think its a nice life, without any distractions...
   Everyone close to me had to contact me for some reason or the other, and I existed, with the mobile data on...

26th was a sane enough Saturday, i had come home as usual after my classes had been done.
27th was a fun Sunday!
 The rest 3 days were as usual with not much activity, apart from extra classes for teachers and my Wednesday work...

So, yeah.. that was my August.

September however, is very very crappy in short, lets say.
Legit, because, I do no wan to get into those details... anything and everything that happened this past week has made no sense to me!

And so, I am going to leave you all here...

Until later folks,

Don't forget to smile

Have a great day/afternoon/evenin'/night.

A for August. Me for Exhaustion

WARNING : This is may seem rant-like.
And do you deserve this kinda negativity on your life? I don't think so.
Anyways though, this is the story of one of the most eventful months of 2017! 

Lets go!

To start of with,
The first week of august was probably the only time i got to breath.
Rest all, bizarre I would say...
Yet that seemed to be a normal week, it wasn't. Record work takes all the time away and I too hardly get time for anime, guitar, book, or even something like music break.
   I have come to a realization, long ago, that time flies when we have 'fun' or 'work' , but this august was probably designed like a high-speed roller-coaster.

I miss my fam. :(
8 months to go though...

If you didn't know, I'm a final year student who lives in this wonderful place called Bangalore.
And final year has its plans for me. Am I ready yet? Me does not know.
I graduate from college in another 8 months, technically speaking... 

The first week of august had the sight of pretty much a normal week, what followed up are as follows :

•  Internals came up, I got screwed for one of my majors. (actually speaking, most of it.. ) Sure was stressful, but I came through ( i guess...)
• Both my Uncles had come over for the funeral of their aunt, they stayed over my place (as told earlier, I live with my grandma), so they were *typically speaking,* back home to their mother.
• The death of their aunt however, was on 4th of the month. >I guess even the first week was not a bore after all.< I liked her, and did not expect to pass so soon. Although she is my grand-aunt, from my maternal side, I was told not to grieve as my studies would be effected, yet i do what i do - I grieved. Over a being so wonderful, and full of life.
• I hate population. Legit, I hate crowds; for the introvert that I am, I prefer being lone any day, so their being (my uncles had to stay up to the 14th!) affected me, but not so much yet. I can handle my shit human. Have a good read ahead...
• The internals lasted for a week, with 1 day for a study leave in between, (on the 9th) which is when I got into a coop from a game I play. *yay*
• 13th had been a nice day; with my cousins come over and a friend who comes after her schedule, in need of things - we interact much as we can to make the best story that could be told. 
• I wore a saree for the first time to campus on 14th on the occasion of India's 71th Independence Day Celebrations. I got complimented too, but was sad as its possibly my last ethnic day... Yet, eventful that can be, We (my class as a whole, out of which only me, and two others had worn a saree ) had 2 labs - Of Chemistry and Biotechnology respectively.( each lab hour goes upto 2&1/2 hours!!! )
• We had to submit our reports on our Industrial Visit on 14th itself, so skipped lunch and had run away to the print shop, finalized my project and submitted. (The Biotech Lab comes after lunch, great-full to my timetable). We also stayed back up to 4 pm,  yup, that's 1 hour of stay back -- JUST FOR THE PICTURES WE DID NOT CLICK THE WHOLE GODDAMN DAY.

WHICH IS POSSIBLY WHY I LOVE MY CLASSMATES. <3 <3 

• Walking in a saree, long distance, or even just staying in the ethnic attire for more that 4 hours had been my former (now broken) record as I made a new one on the 14th. 
• 15th was a holiday on the account of Indian Independence Day; which is possibly why I keep thinking that I was, on 14th, celebrating the Pakistani Independence Day instead all while long...
• Speaking of Wednesdays however, the 16th of this month - AWESOME. WHY? I GOT DRENCHED. THAT'S WHY. ^_^
•  Back to campus ? Ah.. I did not want to go, but eh.. why miss the only day with no heavy work ever! This always gives me a reason to be in love with Thursdays. Also, theory classes on Thursday are conducted by the best faculty of their subjects - I would never miss for the world! NEVER. 

Honestly speaking, I started working for a NGO since July and every Wednesday, I would go to the teaching center to teach kids. I am a teacher of Bio (my fave) and Math ( Math legit has issues with me, I swear! ) But meeting those lil' angels every week is probably the best thing ever. It makes me hold onto a reason to look forward to another new week. new day and mostly, a  new Wednesday.

The following Friday was mostly alright, because the compensation come around on weekends.

Yup. My 'get away from world' just got more eventful than I'd usually like them.

Saturday, saw the teaching of a returned teacher, who had come back from her leave. Geez, I missed her, but not so much now.. The last hour was a coupled session of chemistry, put up by the Chemistry dept which featured a professor making Chemistry more fun and explaining concepts and intriguing curiosity within all the young scientist present in the audience. May I also state that he was from IISc, Bangalore!!!!!!

As the lecture seemed to last more than it probably should, me and my friends missed the opening 25 minutes of 'ANNABELLE : CREATION', and yet again, I believe We are in it together to make memories that would last a lifetime.

Sunday, however, was a beautiful day. ALL SARCASM INTENDED, NO OFFENCE INTENDED. (If you feel you are confused, go refer a dictionary.)
I had to wake up soon as I had to leave to Vidyadeep College and reach the same venue by 8am.
This was for the teacher training program, from U&I. (The place of work i go to... every Wednesday.. :) )

And so, I meet up with a friend finally after all the wait and low credit, we conjoint to reach there just on tim before the main event had started.

Must I say, snacks and Lunch was served too! ^_^
A lot of fun, and more memories made. I believe no one would forget me for the fact, I WAS THE ONLY ONE WITH A BOWTIE.

YES. I WORE A BOW TIE. 

BOW TIES ARE COOL 

I reached home at aroound 6. Exhausted. Thats my state, and I legit don't think has worn off yet.
Monday kicks in and a tiring day. Got a lot of things done though when I come to think about it.
Tuesday was pretty much same. The difference being that I had come home early so as to get a pot.

Why the pot you ask? For Wednesday, 23rd.
The Time I went to Christ University, with another 11 of my classmates, exclusive of girls from the other batches and juniors!
Botany Lab at last hour was eventually conducted without us and we were let off for the day.
Although that we did not win the Overall Champions Trophy, we made sure to leave a mark there, we had won quite a events thus.

Making Memories. 
In the end, it was all learning some thing new, making mistakes, learning, to be a better person, team work and coordination and most of all but not the least, Participation and Making Memories.

Today is 24th. The eventfulness however started after my college when i had to go to my work place regarding a few problems.
Coming back, I took it upon myself to try the metro, as a result of which, I had walked A LOT!
Met a friend at the Station, after 5 years nearly! Caught up with her. Changed station. Parted off. Came to the final station, stopped near by for some food, got my self a pik for my guitar, bought a chocolate. Walked back home.

Not to mention, at the lunch hour, my emotions took over me & I sweat my eyes for a few minutes against my own wishes. So, I bring it to a rest and continue with lunch. My lunch buddies and I are the most fave set of a group activity I like from today.

I was nearly going to be dead today.

But I guess I survived huh... 
   Coming home never seemed less than entering PaRadISe. 

Anyways, with another 7 days left, I sign off.

Catch up soon.
Until later, Don't forget to Smile
Take Care.

R.K.
:)

time, a poem.

Time

For something that exists hypothetically, 

It changes. A lot.

It evolves unaided

Changes nature

Alters the artificial

Reforms the superficial

And enkindles History.

When stars consume it, 

It becomes divine like,

Expanding and Exploring to unseen and lone boundries

Of the unending space.

To the existance of fabrication of galaxies and universes

We study astronomy

Stars through history,

Had been the birth of,

Symbols and drawings,

The primitive forms ,

Of language and art.

And when these little ways 

Of conveying love, messages, information

Is when we see the birth of a civilliazation

As we covert to social beings from amix of various species 

Born through the passage of time

 

We continue evolving, 

Did

Are

And doing

Forever

Till

We

Become

Something 

Better

Like the universe tests its own invention to perfection,

Every sunrise and every sunset

Every tidal wave of the full moons and low tides of new moons

Unfortunately, amongst all beauty

It also changed

The meaning.

Of love

Of life

Of laughter

Of fun

Of family

Of memories

Of schooling

Of childhood

Of friemdships

As we drown our selves upon the science of technology

Like slaves we behave

As we tend to them,

Than as they tend to us.

The meaning of 'Social Beings' for the human civilization may lie as an hypothesis

Than as a statement

For what we are now

Such as Time. 

It exsits, as an myth

Alone. And Forever.

Infitely bleeding 

To have new creations

R.K.

25.06.17

22.54

Edited on 8.8.17

04.12 am

R.K.

Absolutely Nothing

Yup. That's what i got this time for all my readers.
You see, my other blog, https://www.quotesandproses.blogspot.com is a general place wherein I publisize my work, and the writer being me.. I always kinda post in the second fortnight of the month.

Its 13th today.
And I still have nothing to publish.
But I guess, we must come to realize...
I write for fun. When bored, or sad or happy or qwerky or mad or childish or terrible or  when my days and evenings go weird and stupid and days or evenings which make no sense... or when i am just very tired...

I write because...
It makes me happy
It makes me feel light.. light hearted
It makes me relax
It makes me calm
I get to think.. properly
I get to search and discover my vocabulary
I get to pass time
I get to say things and still be secure that the ones reading or judging me do not ever know my story, so their thoughts and suggestions or their judgement.. in general will never matter to me.
I get a sensation of talking to someone
(While in reality.. my whole life is out there to the world in words...)

And so I write about The Reasons Why I Write.

Fyi... these are just my thoughts gushing in my head, out for the world to know.

I do hope you guys have a great day.

Peace.

R.K. :)

3 Days Later

Its 11.50am, 17th feb, as I write this.
Today, My Mother and Sister flew down to visit the Doctors.

And I wasn't allowed.
Why?
Ligament Sprain. Thats why.
Not many of my friends know, actually speaking.

This occurred on the 14th of February,Tuesday, when I had bunked a class (Totally not my idea.. fyi..), because i was just told to bring my bag.. and everything else along with it; just to find my self bunking for 2 hours of class..

Junior to me class wise, Senior to me in doing all the non sense possible in the world!
What did I even sign up for? *sigh*

And being Junior to me, I took them upto a mall.. by walk.
For return we were kind enough to take up a autorikshaw;
 THIS IS WHERE EVERYTHING CHANGES.
Well, almost

You see, I nearly tripped and lost balance when I was moving towards the autorikshaw, due to which.. I fell.. more backwards..

I thought it just hurt, and it would be gone later

AND WITH THAT CONFIDENCE, I PROCEEDED TO MY CLASS.. 3 FLOORS ABOVE THE GROUND!

I DID IT! (THROUGH THE STAIRS.. :p ; 'cause obvio! Students weren't allowed to use the lift, and i thought it would be gone.)

But coming home wasn't the end. I had come home early to go somewhere.
The Beautiful City where I stay, Bangalore, we love nature. And I love nature too! (Refer post 1:p)

So, resting my foot in the ride wasn't a problem, getting out and finding the pain still torturing me with its presence was!
Yet, I worked. Walked all through the lane and painted "Namma Maraa" which when translated states, "Our Trees" a silent creative protest against the steel fly over in Jaymahal Road, Bangalore.

Seriously, are trees worth being cut for our easy transport? Sweet things.. just rest by the side walks, beautifying our city. And, I wouldn't seriously mind the felling of trees provided the same equal amount of trees are being planted else where! ITS EQUAL SUBSTITUTION!

Getting back, to my current stupid life.
(I wanted to substiute 'stupid' with terrifying, but nothing is much scarier right now for the fact there is no lunch at home today!)

I got home at 6pm, rested  for a while in the bed, and realized uneasiness when i had to start walking again. But I ignored the pain.

At evening though, my neighbor Doctor gave me a painkiller to reduce the pain. Till next morning (15th Feb) the swelling and pain reduced too; thus my genius idea of going to university, due to which the swelling increased and  I never bothered to notice!

My Guitar Buddy came over for practice, and as my Grandma came in; full throttle worry, took me to the nearest hospital/ Took an X-ray

"Ligament Sprain. Due t twisting of left ankle" said the report
My left foot was crepe bandaged and I couldn't walk properly ever since.

Yesterday, however, was 1 of the most boring days of February 2017!
  And ever since I feel God wanted me to pace down a bit, I was rushing. Rushing ahead with soo many activities! I needed to stop and take a moment to breath I believe.

Things happen. Some full of amazement and amusement, Some ful of non-sensible U-turns.
This journey between Birth and Death, is what I like to call Life.

:)

What am I, an Idiot?

Seriously! Do i look like a Joker to a few peculiar people or is it just me that there is a 'Joker' sticker on me somewhere I am unaware of?!

Like damn! Imma gonna rant all way through!!!

First of, I am a passionate person.
I like Life. Life gives food.

Also, i hate people. People give Drama
I like being alone... (Intoverted..duh!)
And, I hate people who'd be fake and double faced, even worse?
People who just cannot appreciate life!

LongStoryShort...

I shifted recently... (not my idea, people just needed a 'new surrounding'; also.. when i mean 'people' just my grandma..)
I live with her, just because my family thinks i cannot handle myself on my own. Well dear family, Thank you...   in the most sarcastic way ever.

Having shifted so quickly.. i mean it, literally! We had done the shifting in like 2 days.. on 25th Jan and 26th Jan just because I had no college that day!!!

My mid sems going on now and all i ask is a chance for me to come out of this 4 walled jail like place!

I just wanted to go down to the fresh air and study out in the open...  surrounded by trees and leaves and plants... *sigh...* so beautiful they be... :)

And all the while when I ask if I could, I wasn't given a reply.
Just when i was to head out, after all the pain i took in planning up everything She starts a stupidest lecture on how i am 19 year old adolescent.. shouldn't go out.. what would your juniors think...  what about your parents repo... what about her repo.. my repo... and typical indian society mentality!!
Ufffff!!!


Listen up. 
I am Radha Kannan. 
I may be made of my ancestors and elders genes... but I individually represent Me. And Me ONLY. 
NOTHING MORE. NOTHING LESS. 

Any other individuals' identity has definitely got nothing to do with your reputation, you earn respect and reputation by the work you do in the society and the work you are known for.
No one else can describe you; nothing could apart from your work and contribution
 You play your part to the society. I play mine. Its a fair deal. We help each other.. we win.
We got to be in the same team. Yet my identity is different from yours

I need to be free and need to feel alive
I need time away from this world
From moment to moment just to pause and contemplate and act accordingly!!!


Is that too much to ask for!?

Also, I hate the Hypocrisy in this world.
Ugh.. negative energy!
Just wanna screw it and be in a world of my own sometimes.

Socializing is wrong because I am a "girl"
Socializing is equally important to know things.

Love someone whom you know
Marry a stranger

And we are taught.. "Dont talk to strangers"
Lol!!!

We don't talk to guys... feminist
We talk to guys... slut!

Like people! Please forget what the society says already!!!

It depends on how you potray yourself. Know to identify people.. even i learn as a day goes by... but if you are really bothered about what others think.... you are in a living hell rather than being alive on earth!

Dont freakin' confuse me.
Goddamn hypocrits!

#FlyAwayWithAnAdventureSpirit
#MeLikesOutdoors #IntrovertedTooo
#NotAJoker #NeedFreedom

Hey! Welcome to my blog channel!

Hey! Welcome to my new blog channel! :)

Hello. First of, because I dont come with warnings, and I really think i should... So are a few things you could possibly expect here... 

1. I write out of boredom and inspiration... its either of two... 

2. I may be late on my posts.. but its not like I am writing stories.. they are just a jumble of words put in an order to make some sense.. thats all... :)

And to start of, I shall reveal 5 things about me. :)

1. First of, I am a Whovian.

Die hard fan. Dont insult my fandom.

2. Also, I am an Otaku. (Someone who is obsessed over anime and has a very messy room )

3. I think of myself as an introvert, with a dash of extrovertism. Thus, an Introverted inclined Ambivert.

4. I am Random, Crazy, and Inspired.

Like litterally.. i do all the nonsense a insane person would.. (and later get into trouble for it..) xP

5. Religious views: I really dont wanna put this out. So.. No. I am not gonna tell you, except probabily that its more important to be Humanitarian than a Hindu or Jain or anything..

Humans first. Religon later.

Please do not start any conflicting issues under the comments section. 

We are all mere just human anyways... 

So, there! TOP 5 THINGS ABOUT ME. 

WELCOME TO MY BLOG

(I am soooooo excited.. and i dont even know why... )

Also, fyi.. i started this to pass time and rant about life problems and things like that.. 

If you are a student, get out and study for your exams! Come back later will ya.. this post ain't going anywhwre... ;)